Hey babies! I hope you all had an awesome holiday weekend! I know I did. My houseguests are all gone. My house is getting back in order, and I feel like a stuffed turkey…lol. I have eaten so much over the weekend that I think I have gained 10 pounds. I have gotten all of my out of town Christmas presents wrapped and boxed up. I am going to send them out today. Yay, it feels good to get these kinds of things done. I ran around delivering all of my holiday cookies to my peeps over the weekend. My agent loved them. Tomorrow, I will give some to my lawn and bug guy. The more I give away, the less I eat…lol. Who wants some cookies? I seriously did so much cooking this weekend that I don’t even feel like I am going to want to cook Christmas dinner. Hmm, what to do, what to do? Do any of you ever go out to eat on holidays? Where do you go, what do you end up eating? Maybe I will change it up this year.
My guests and I had an awesome time over the weekend. We went to a hockey game, which was totally cool. The Kings vs. Chicago. It was a great! I swear I am such a shit talker…lol. What is it about us La La Landians we are a bunch of smack talkers. I was busting on some guys who were rooting for Chicago. I asked if they were from Chicago or something and they replied with a no. So I’m like, why the hell do you like them then? Ya’ll are living in LA? Me and the guys around me were getting rowdy. Did I mention that I have turned into the biggest lightweight when it comes to drinking. Three beers and I am done for! Oh boy. It was so much fun though. I was standing in line for drinks when this guy is like “What’s up Courtney?” I thought it was a fan spotting me, buy I looked at him and saw that he was a photographer that I know. If your reading this, what’s the name of your website again? Lol. Anyways, I was talking to some guys who were sitting around me and busting their balls a bit. You know I’m a ball buster babies…lol. One guy was trying to get sweet on my and I straight up told him, no not you the single one, I’m talking to your married brother….lol. Then when they scored, I was like hell yeah, and I spread my legs and put my fingers near my pussy like I was spreading my lips and said EAT ME BITCHES. They were dying. I’m pretty sure it is safe to say that we all had a good time.
Oh babies, I have been reading all of my fan mail over the weekend too. I just want to say thank you for sending me such sweet letters and presents. I have gotten all of my pics and everything ready to go so I will send them out to you all as well. So tell me my babies, how was your turkey day? What is your favorite thing to eat? Mine by far are the sweet potatoes. With all of the marshmallows and syrup, mmmmmm….finger licking good. Do any of you have any funny stories to share about your holiday? I’m in the mood for a good laugh. Something to lighten the mood ya know. I have to pay bills today. It’s about to be the 1st of the month and you know what that means. Everybody wants to know where their money is….lol. Speaking of money babies, I felt so bad for my mom the other day. She called me to let me know that she and my dad really can’t afford to buy Christmas presents this year. I wanted to cry for her. I could care less about gifts from my parents at this point of my life. Anything I want, I can certainly get myself. All I want is for my parents to have an easy life. I don’t want them to stress out because of me that’s for sure. Nothing in life is that important that it needs to be stressed. Stress is really what makes things worse. Remember babies, if you can help anyone this holiday season with something do it! Anything is helpful, even a loaf of bread and a gallon of milk. The saying a little goes a long way is totally true. It’s better to do something little than nothing at all. I hope you all have a good Monday! Get up and get motivated babies, the whole world awaits you! Here are some inspiring quotes I found to leave you with! I hope you enjoy them ;0)
“There is more happiness in giving
than in receiving.”
“In helping others, we shall help ourselves,
for whatever good we give out completes the circle
and comes back to us.”
“Do something for somebody every day for
which you do not get paid.”
“Our deeds determine us, as much as we determine our deeds.”
“Sometimes our light goes out but is blown into flame by another human being. Each of us owes deepest thanks to those who have rekindled this light.”
“To do more for the world than the world does for you – that is success.”
“Only by giving are you able to receive more than you already have.”
“People never forget that helping hand especially when times are tough.”
“Help someone who can’t return the favor.”
“Do all the good you can, and make as little fuss about it as possible.”
“The more I help others to succeed, the more I succeed.”
Hey my babies. I am so thankful for you all! Today is Thanksgiving Eve and I am so excited…lol. Don’t laugh I know I’m a total dork. It’s cool though. I have so much running around today, it’s like a big repeat of yesterday. I just feel like there is so much for me to get done before I start all of my traveling, so I have to get my shit together. Ya know what I’m sayin’? I wanted to share some of my favorite recipe’s with you guys today. Just incase you are looking for something to bring with you to a party or if you just like to cook, and like whipping up new meals like me. If it involves whipping, than you know I’m in…lol.
The first one up is….
½ c margarine 3 c. flour
2 c sugar 1 tsp. vanilla
4 eggs 1 tsp. almond extract
1 can cherry pie filling
Cream margarine & sugar. Add eggs, flour and extract.
Spread on greased cookie sheet (save a little)
Place cherry pie filling on top. Drop spoons of batter on top
Bake 350degrees for 35 to 45 min.
Cool & cut into squares.
Omg, they are soooo yummy! One on my most favorites from my childhood!
Next is yummy too,
Creamy Holiday Fudge
3 C (3 – 6oz. pkgs.) Semisweet chocolate
1 (14 oz.) can Eagle Brand Sweetened Condensed Milk
1 ½ tsp. vanilla
½ C nuts
Melt chocolate in top of double boiler – remove from heat, mix remaining ingredients. Pour in greased pan with wax paper lining.
Refrigerate –2 hrs.
Delightful Fruit Salad
1 (15 ½ oz.) can Pineapple Chunks, undrained
1 cup sugar
2 Tablespoons All-purpose Flour
1 Egg, beaten
1 cup Pecans, chopped
3 bananas, sliced
2 (11oz.) cans Mandarin orange sections, drained
2 medium Apples, chopped ( 1 yellow, 1 red)
½ pound purple grapes, halved & seeded
1/4 pound green seedless grapes, halved
Maraschino cherries halved (for extra color)—just a few
Drain pineapple, reserving juice.
Combined sugar, flour, egg and pineapple juice in a small saucepan; cook over low heat, stirring constantly until smooth and thickened. Cool.
Combine pecans and fruit; add dressing, stirring well. Wait until just before serving to add bananas otherwise they may turn brown. Chill before serving.
Yield: 10 to 12 servings
1 lemon cake mix
1 stick margarine
1 pound confectioners sugar
1 (8 oz.) Philadelphia cream cheese
Cream butter and 1 egg together. Add cake mix gradually, then press in 13 x 9 in. pan.
Mix (in another bowl) Phil. Cream cheese, 3 eggs and 1 pound confectioners sugar.
Blend well, may use mixer on low.
Pour over mixture in pan & bake at 350 degrees for 30 to 35 minutes.
Peanut Butter Cookies
1 cup shortening –Crisco or oleo margarine
1 cup granulated sugar
1 cup Brown Sugar
1 teaspoon vanilla
2 beaten Eggs
1 cup Peanut Butter
3 cups All-purpose Flour
2 teaspoons soda
Thoroughly cream shortening, sugars, and vanilla. Add eggs; beat thoroughly. Stir in peanut butter. Sift dry ingredients; stir into creamed mixture.
Form into tiny balls. Place on ungreased cookie sheet. Press with back of fork to flatten. Bake at 375 degrees for 10 minutes.
(My Mixing Method: Place all ingredients in large bowl. Mix with hands; then form into balls, mash with fork and bake)
Ribbon Fantasy Fudge
3 cups sugar
¾ c. margarine
⅔c. (5 ⅓ oz. can) evaporated milk
6 oz. semi-sweet choc. Pieces
7 oz. marshmallow crème
1 tsp. vanilla
½ c. peanut butter
Combine 1 ½ c. sugar 6 Tbsp. margarine and ⅓c. milk in heavy sauce pan. Bring to full boil stirring constantly. Continue boiling 4 min. over medium heat, stirring constantly. Remove from heat. Stir in chocolate pieces until melted. Add 1 c (1/2 jar) marshmallow cream and ½ tsp. vanilla; beat until well blended. Pour into greased 13 x 9 in. pan. Repeat with remaining ingredients, substituting peanut butter for choc. Pieces, spread over chocolate layer. Cool at room temp. Cut into squares. Makes 3 pounds.
And last but certainly not least
Seven Layer Cake
1 stick butter
1 cup graham cracker crumbs
1 cup Angel Flake Coconut
1 can Eagle Brand Sweetened Condensed Milk
1 pkg. chocolate chips
1 pkg. butterscotch chips
½ cup chopped nuts
Melt butter in a 9 inch square pan. Add the following in order; graham cracker crumbs, coconut, milk, chocolate chips, butterscotch chips and nuts.
Bake at 300 degrees for 30 minutes. Cool and Cut into squares.
These are my favorites from childhood babies. I hope you enjoy them. Let me know if you end up making any of them. I will love to hear how you like them. Or if any of you have ever had any of them, which one is your favorite? I just love the holidays if you can’t tell. I love to share recipes with people too, so if you guys have a good one, please share it with me as well. Tomorrow will be such a great day. I will be thinking of you all, and hoping you have a great holiday.
Love you all bunches,
Hey my little love machines! It’s Trashy Tuesday bitches are you getting your nasty on? I have so much to get done today. My house is still in a bit of shambles because of my cleaning out and organizing. I need to get some things put in order before I go pick up my assistant at the airport. I’m excited that he is coming in. We are also going to be celebrating his Birthday/Christmas while he’s here. I can’t wait to give him his presents. I’ve been shopping for him forever! Lol. I bought him some really great stuff though. I thought that since he lives in Tennessee that I would update his wardrobe a bit. I can’t imagine that they have the best clothes over there to choose from. Ya know what I mean? Lol. So I ended up buying him a sport coat so that he has something nice to wear if he ever needs to dress up. Then I bought him some cool shirts and some jeans. I can’t wait to see how he likes it all. Maybe I will have him give me a little fashion show, incase we need to exchange anything. I love having the men in my life taken care of and looking good.
So I am going to go and pick him up then off to meet with my stylist to look at the masks for my swinger’s party. I can’t wait to see all of the different ones they have for me. I am trying to get as much done as possible because I will be traveling so much in the beginning of December. I will be in so many different climates too, that it will be impossible to adapt..lol. Do you all know how hard it is to pack for warm to cool to freezing…lol It’s all-good though, I sometimes really love being on the grind hussling. Traveling all over especially around holiday time is always a great time to meet new people. I have really become conscious of others lately. I always try to hold a door, or smile at someone if I make eye contact with him or her. Cracks me up though when people can’t even smile and say hello back. You never know however what kind of day someone has had though, so maybe that smile I gave is the only one they have had all day. I have got to make it over to the photocopy place to make copies of the packets for the party. So basically to day is just about doing errands.
Tomorrow I am going to share with you some of my favorite recipes from my childhood. Some of them are super easy, so if you need to go somewhere for Thanksgiving and are looking for something cheap and easy, I’ve got you! I can’t wait to start baking my cookies tomorrow. I really love this time of year. I will also be taking my turkey day leftovers to this guy Ralph that works at the market. He had told me how pissed he was that he would be working on Thanksgiving, so I thought at least I could take him a plate up to his work. I hope he likes it. I think it is nice to do whatever you can even if it is something as little as making a plate for a homeless person. Holidays can be a stressful time for people. Between seeing family, which can sometimes not be so great, to some peoples financial and housing issues that they are having. Whatever it is that makes you stressed about the holidays try to remember what it is all about guys. It is about being Thankful for everything you have. From the clothes on your back, to the transportation you use, to your job, or family, children or friends. Friends to me are just like family. My very close friends I do consider family. I believe that friends are the family that you get to choose yourself. First and foremost I am always thankful for my faith in God. Then follows my health, because without it I wouldn’t be able to have a good quality of life. My animals are right there with family and friends. Without my doggies I would be so lonely sometimes.
Well babies, I’m going to get going so I will be on time at the airport. Not that he will be on time; do flights ever get in on time anymore? Well I will try my hardest, lol, that’s all I can do Have a wonderful Tuesday babies. One more day then we will be grubbing and watching football. Yay, I am seriously so excited.
Oh my babies, how are we today? It’s Motivational Monday, are you getting stuff done today or what? I have had such a productive weekend and Monday, I am loving it! Over the weekend I went out and got a new closet organizer. It is bad to the bone. I love it. I have so many dresses, shoes, bras, and panties that it gets hard for me to keep it all organized. I feel so good about my house when it is free of clutter and organized. I am really into Feng Shui. For those of you how might not know what Feng Shui is, it is the art of placement in your home. The flow of the energy of your house. Think about how different you feel when walking into a beautiful clean house versus walking into a dirty cluttered messy house. There is a huge difference in how you feel when walking in.
Feng Shui is really cool because it represents all of your areas of importance. There are 9 areas it covers which are called Bagua (bahg-wa). Wealth & Prosperity, Fame & Reputation, Love & Marriage, Health & Family, Children & Creativity, Knowledge & Self-Cultivation, Career, and Helpful People & Travel. So like I said, all of the areas that you would want to enhance in your life could be enhanced just through a little Feng Shui. I have come to realize that when you’re going through things in life, whether it is a break-up, or job loss it is better to rearrange things around your house than do something drastic like chop off your hair…lol. Ladies no more chopping off your hair because your ready for some change. Oh boy we can be so dramatic. Changing your living space really does do the trick. Saging is also very important. Sage for the home is very cleansing. It will cleanse out any negative energy and bring in the positive. I think it
is important to sage the new things that have been brought into your home. You never know what kind of energy it can be holding in it. I guess I am very mindful of these kinds of things because I am so energy sensitive. In Feng Shui energy is known as Chi (pronounced chee) Like cheese but with out the se.lol We all learned in science class that we are all made up of matter which is really just energy when completely broken down. So everything has “chi” in it, moving it just helps put it in the most beneficial spot.
I found a clip about it on the net; I thought I would share it with you so you understand a little better
This area relates to wealth: having money for the good things in life (not for the crappy necessities in life like food, rent, and phone bills). This gua is considered a power corner by many because money is seen as power, and power can get you what you want. Think Bill Gates, Donald Trump, and the person who invented Velcro. If big money is what you are looking for, work on the prosperity corner.
2. Fame and Reputation.
This is the area in the home that supports you as a person out in the big world. It deals with how you are perceived by others, which makes a big difference with concerns like how and where money and relationships come to you. It also has to do with your own integrity and honesty, which can also make a difference in things like marriage and relationships. So, if you are a jerk, or at least people think you are, don’t despair. The fame and reputation area can help you out.
3. Relationships and Love.
If you are looking for a relationship, looking to make an existing one better, or simply looking for a shagedelic good time, look no further. It is vital that this part of your home is balanced so there is harmony in relationships of all kinds. So before you give up and choose to join a cloistered convent or a group of chanting monks, check out this area.
4. Creativity and Children.
This section of the home relates to thinking creatively. You might consider beginning with this area so you can come up with creative cures for the rest of your home. This locale is also associated with children, since children usually think creatively (like when they figure out how to put a Poptart in the disk drive of the computer). Anything to do with kids – yours, not yours, your siblings, or your future kids – this is the spot to work with them.
5. Helpful People and Travel.
This part of the home is set aside for calling upon people who make your life easier (easy teachers, sympathetic IRS agents, efficient waiters, the cleaning lady, truthful car dealers and networking peers). Maybe it’s someone you know, or perhaps it’s help that appears out of the blue. And, of course, sometimes it’s an angel from the “other side” who helps. It’s also about being treated fairly and honestly. Also, if you would like to do more or less traveling, or have a move coming up, this section applies to making these situations flow more smoothly as well.
6. Career and Life Path.
This area of the home is linked to what you are supposed to be doing in life, whatever that is. Whether it’s hardcore business, traversing a more spiritual path, or creatively mooching off others, this area of the home is dedicated to getting you on the right track in life.
7. Skills and Knowledge.
This part of your home affects how you learn, store, and use knowledge. Although the energy in each gua will affect the other eight, this one is especially worthy of attention. For example, if you don’t have the smarts to manage the money you make, it may erroneously appear that your prosperity section is not working for you. If you are in school, this is the area to enhance, especially if you think serious studying is when you calculate the bartender’s tip on the last pitcher of Michelob.
This section is associated with family issues. Montel, Jerry, Rikki, and Jenny would be out of business if everyone paid attention to this area. It also holds the energy for everyday coinage paying for rent, food, and other necessities in life (chocolate, Chapstick, bamboo steamers). So, if you don’t have this area juiced up, your prosperity (major coinage) area may never reach its potential.
9. Health and Other.
The center of the bagua contains all other life situations not mentioned above. It impacts health as well. Since this area lies in the middle of the home, it touches all other areas geographically, and can literally and figuratively affect all other areas by association. Like they say, if you don’t have your health, you don’t have anything (except doctor bills and a lot of medication that is obviously not working).
There are many ways to enhance these areas if you’d like to. Lighting, sounds, flowers, colors, objects, etc. can all help to do this. When done correctly walking into a home can be such a wonderful experience where everyone feels comfortable and good while they are there. What do you all think about this? Have you ever heard of it? Would it be something you would ever try out? I’d love to know your opinions about it, so please leave them while you’re here. I’ve gotta go babies, I am going to keep on keeping on while I have all of this motivation to get it done.
I love you all and home your having a great Monday. Be excited it’s almost like it is Wednesday because of our short holiday week. I’m so excited for Turkey Day!
Hey sexies! How are we today? It’s Friday, woohoo, do you have big plans for the weekend? I hope you spend some time stroking it to me and my feature girl of the week, Syren De Mer. She is so hot, and gave me a great interview. Go to my website to listen to it live or you can continue reading to get a recap of our conversation.
I was hoping I was pronouncing her name correctly. There is nothing worse than mispronouncing someone’s name, some people get really offended. So you know I had to ask her how long she has been in the business for. She has been doing porn for almost 4 years. She was so cute; I asked her do you like it? And she said are you kidding, I absolutely love it! We were both laughing; we know we love what we do. I wanted to know what she was most known for. She said she is most known for her interracial and anal. I asked if she liked black cocks, and she said, “I do, well I like all cocks…lol”. I asked her how old she was when she started to have sex with black guys. She said she hasn’t been having sex with them for that long; she started in her early 30’s. I had to ask her what she finds if anything different with a black cock. I know when I have talked to other girls about this some say they like black cocks because they are bigger, or softer, or they like the color better. So I was excited to hear what she thought. She said, the bigger thing is good because on average they usually are. But she said that’s not it. She likes the guys themselves because she just likes things a little rougher, and like to give it to you! I told her that I had lost my virginity at 13 to a black guy, and really only dated black men most of my life. Until I got into porn I really started enjoying white dick. Lol. We both agree though color doesn’t matter, it’s just the thrill you get while fucking someone.
I was curious if she had any crushes on any of the girls in the business. She didn’t really have anyone in mind. Lol. It’s cool, it made me wonder if she was straight or bi-sexual. She said that she was indeed bi; I explained to her that I love having sex with women, but I don’t really like dating women. Syren said that she felt the same way. She and her best friend will go out for a “girls night out”; they don’t consider it a date or anything. But once they have had a couple drinks and have been dancing, they will go home and have sex with each other. She said girls are great; I love having sex with girls. But she is married, so the whole dating thing is off of my mind whether it is with a guy or a girl. She said what she does like about girls is how almost more romantic they are. Also they are soft, and sexy, and squishy they are. And they smell good, and wear lip-gloss. But most importantly girls know what girls want. I totally agreed with her 110%. I was curious how old she was when she first had sex with a woman. She said that she was just 22 and actually her first time with a girl was on New Yeas Eve. What a great way to bring in the New Year! She said that her boyfriend at the time absolutely loved it. I laughed and was like, I’m sure he did.
I thought it was cool, that Syren is married. I asked her for how long she had been married and she said, I was surprised, for 13 years. I asked her how he liked her being in the business and she said that he loved it. She said he is actually the one who got her into the swinging lifestyle etc. One day he asked her if she’d be interested in a playboy casting and she was like hell yeah, and that’s how it began. I asked Syren how long she and her husband had been swinging for. I love to see happy couples like this. She said they’d been doing it for 10 years. I told her she needed to go to Florida and check out Fantasy Fest and the nudist resorts.
Syren De Mer is such a different name. I was interested in knowing where it came from. She said that she had always been a fan of different names. And she likes mermaids and has a tattoo of one on her thigh, so she looked at mythology. She came across Syren. She now is known for being the queen of gangbangs. The most she has done at one time was 11, but she and her best friend together have had 21. She said that was quit the party. I was like was this a swinging event or for porno? She said it was actually for her birthday party. I was laughing so hard. I’m like man; I need to be coming to one of your parties. Every year for their birthdays Syren and her best friend have gang bang parties. She said they end up with a lot of people wanting to show up…lol. I bet, I want to show up. I’m like where are you? She said in Seattle. I want to go and visit. Sounds like such a good time…lol. Most of this is fantasy personal, so she doesn’t put it all on the web. We do take pictures, but we don’t film it. I have to tell you guys, she is such a freak. I absolutely love it! She is a true person who absolutely loves to get off. I love her, she’s super cool. She’s a Gemini and I think that they are just super horny.
Well babies, if you want to listen to the rest of my awesome interview with Syren log into my site at CourtneyCummz.com . She is an awesome girl and has a lot of energy. Check her out at her website too www.SinfulSyren.com and twitter, myspace @ /SyrenDeMerxxx
Have a fabulous weekend loves, adios!
Hey my sexy babies. I have to laugh when I say it, because let me tell you some people can find anything to complain about. Can I even tell you all how many times people have left me messages letting me know that they don’t like it when I call you all my babies. Oh I’m sorry let me change what I do, to make you happy when you look at me…lol. Are you kidding me? I call you all my babies because to me it is a term of endearment. I call people I care about baby. It’s just me. I also think that calling you babies is much more personal than calling you my fans. To call you my fan is to think that you are different than me, or separate. I don’t think that at all. We are all on the same level, it just so happens, that I like to perform for you all, and I’m happy to know that most of you enjoy it. And for those of you who don’t enjoy my performances, at least you enjoy talking about me…lol. Either way it’s cool.
I’m feeling so much better today! I slept last night and woke up feeling much better. And thank God because I have to shoot a web cam show today and really want to enjoy myself. Hopefully it will be a good time. I am so excited, I have been working with my stylist to pick out the masquerade masks for the swingers party. I will be getting a lot of different styles so they will be really cool. We are going to have such a good time! I can’t wait. So I wanted to take a minute and answer the questions that my tweet hearts messaged me. I thought that they were all really good.
First one being, what do I like better vaginal or anal sex?
To be honest I really enjoy both. I do feel though that anal is more the porno me and the pussy is more the personal me. My pussy is more personal in my home life and when I think of anal, I think of doing porn. But I do love the feeling of both.
Am I still selling my panties?
Yes I am still selling panties. The prices do vary. I do however give 4-6 weeks for delivery, because often I am very busy traveling and don’t spend a lot of time at home.
Do I prefer to give it or take it with a strap-on?
I used to like taking it a lot, however, lately I have really just been into some girl on girl loving without all of the toys. But I am still a dom so I do enjoy giving it also.
Do I like giving it to guys in the ass?
Yes, I do
How does it feel to know that so many people like me and want to touch me?
I love that I can satisfy couples and other men and women. And help people fulfill their fantasies. But I don’t think that all people just look at me as a sex icon. Many of my babies ask me for advice on anything from sex to what to buy their daughter for Christmas. Also I love that my babies appreciate my positive way of thinking on life, so I am able to help them with situations they are going through.
Am I single? Yes very much single…lol
Do I ever get frustrated because I am so busy?
Not really, actually sometimes it is hard for me to slow down. I am very blessed to be busy in this economy. Many people right now would love to be busy. If I don’t have a lot going on, I will find something else to start doing. I like to diversify my life, so that I have different things going on and I’m not stuck going in circles.
What is it like performing on Camera?
I think it is a little harder for men than it is women. For men, it is a little harder because they have to keep their eye on the prize and keep their dick hard. Girls really just have to look good and be a good performer. Both are hard, but I do think it is harder for men.
Do I think porn has affected or effected my life?
Both actually, but I try to have an optimistic attitude on life and I am very thankful for the people who have helped guide me in the right direction. I wouldn’t be where I am today without my mentors.
I will do these Q&A’s more often if you all have more questions for me. I hope you enjoy learning about me, say hello while you’re here. I like to know you all too!
In closing, I hope you all are having a fabulous day! And remember, if people aren’t adding to you they are subtracting from you. If they aren’t multiplying you they are dividing you! It is so important to have uplifting people around you! I hope you all do!
Hey my little lovers. I need some good vibes today. And a cure for a stuffy nose…lol. I have been fighting a cold for a week, and it is finally hitting me. I am in desperate need of airborne or something. I had to work today and I know it went well but I don’t feel like I was able to give 110% because I’m a little sick. I hate that. You know I like this perfect, and I would rather go all out or not at all. But hey sometimes you’ve got to do what you’ve got to do! Right? Christian and Gio you are both so super sweet. I would so much rather be around positive people. I know first hand how annoying it can be to have to listen to negativity all of the time. So I would prefer speak with people that make me feel good, so I just want to pass that on. Also, I don’t want to just be another negative blog site. There are plenty of sites out there that are quick to bash others. Not to say that I don’t talk about the everyday things that are on my mind, good or bad. But I would rather be uplifting than tear people down. Or bother you guys with negative things going on in my life. I feel like for the most part I keep it pretty real.
I am human; I do have my down days. But especially blogging it helps me sift through the shit I really shouldn’t hold on too. And the stuff that’s not really that big of a deal. It kind of helps me realize what is important. But trust me guys, I am not perfect. Well close, lol…just playin. I have some uplifting people in my life that I really love and appreciate and they help. So like I say, I write this stuff because it helps me remember the way I would rather be. I definitely get caught up in life though and forget sometimes.
Ooohh lala, I was going to tell you about my scene I did today. You guys will love it. I shot for Chris Streams. He distributes his work through Jules Jordan. I worked with 2 girls Sophie D and Julz Ventura. We had sex on a blow-up mattress in the middle of the wilderness. It was awesome. We had a little more fun by adding baby oil all over us. Oh my goodness, it was a true HOT MESS. So hot, and so fun we were sliding all over the place. But wow clean up was crazy. My skin is pretty soft though…lol. I still have oil in my hair and it is so gross feeling. I really need to wash it. It was so worth it though; I would do it again in a heartbeat. We had an absolute blast. It was really funny because we were acting like soldiers. The guy that was shooting with us was the terrorist. So we were treating him like so. But what was funny was that he wanted to play a tourist but one of the girls we were shooting with though he said terrorist..haha! It was so funny. So you could definitely say it was a good day.
Well babies, I’m thinking I should lay down and rest a little bit, I have lots and lots of homework to catch up on. Anyone want to come and do it for me…lol. I need either a good tutor or a good doctor. Who wants to cum and play? I hope this cold doesn’t last too long; it’s so annoying to talk and be so stuffy. I want to take a vacuum and suck this stuff out..lol. Gross, sorry. Just keeping it real with ya. Ahaha!
I hope you all have a fabulous Tuesday! Tomorrow is We Hump Wednesday are you looking forward to it? Who will you me humping? Hopefully me in your mind, at least once…lol. So help me out today, spread some positivity to me…lol. I will love reading it while laying in bed surrounded by tissues. I also like funny jokes, so if you know some give me a good laugh. I will get better so much faster if I stay up beat! Maybe some vitamin C will help too.
Keep it nasty for me tonight babies.
It’s Manic Monday babies! I’ve being doing lots, and have lots to do. How about you? Sometimes I love Mondays, and sometimes I don’t…lol. I spoke with one of my very close friends this morning. She and I used to be very tight, however, recently I have had to distance myself from her. We are not very like-minded, which is ok. I don’t need everyone to agree with me. But when it comes to life and things aren’t working, I really think people have got to try to do something else. Babies let me give you some friendly advice. If you are still acting the same as you did when you were 16, there is kind of something wrong with that. Life is about growing as a person and learning NEW things. If your not, than what’s the point of being here?
I am really a very motivated and positive person. I have also definitely taken some risks in my life. One of them being, getting into porn. Many people didn’t support me in my decision one of which being her. I think sometimes you have to take a risk to gain a reward. I feel very rewarded in the lifestyle that I have created and the person I have become. What I feel the most rewarded about however, is that I did it on my own. Through taking inspired action and believing in myself. My girlfriend has always had the same kind of job her whole life. Waiting tables. Well waiting tables is fine as long as you are happy with the money you are making. Well she’s definitely not happy with the money that she is making which is the majority of what she talks about to me. I had to stop talking to her so much because she was almost starting to bring me down when we would speak. I will always help my friends out with anything. I have helped her out numerous times. I almost feel like her sugar momma when we are together…lol. But she is my girl and I love her and would do anything to help her.
I do think though that there comes a time when someone has to stand up on HIS OR HER own two feet and do some things to change their life. There is a saying that if you change nothing than nothing changes. And when a person isn’t happy with where they are at in life, than it looks like they should change something. Don’t ya think? I think the problem is that when people have things done for them and are told what to do all the time, they have a hard time doing things for their selves. My girlfriend called me and told me how much money she needed. I don’t even think it is appropriate to give it to her at this point. I told her that I couldn’t give her the money, but I could help her with a solution. We ran through some different things that she could do. Some of which she turned her nose up at. Point being she needs to start doing something different. I can give her advice but bailing her out I just can’t do right now. She has a lot of stress and tells me that she really misses our friendship. I miss hers also. We have been friends for so many years. She doesn’t have a whole lot of people to fall back on. I always will be there for her, but I can’t just sit back and listen to her complain and act victimized all of the time. If you want to believe it or not we are ALL responsible for OUR OWN lives. And everything happening in it. Your conscious and subconscious minds are what are in charge. You obviously have control over the thoughts you are putting in your mind. Who are you? Do you know you don’t HAVE to be like that? What kind of stress do you have? If your life is filled up with bad stress you’re probably not too happy. If it is you stress you probably are. You stress is good stress. Which one consumes you?
What do you guys think about this? What kind of person are you? Do you feel like you just have bad luck and you can’t have certain things, or need someone else to supply it for you? Or do you believe that you can be, do, or have anything you want? I hope at least all of you know how absolutely amazing each and every one of you are. I believe in all of you, you are my babies. Even if there are other people who put you down, you can always count on me to believe in you.
In closing babies, I just was telling you this because it is always easier for us to go somewhere else to have our problems fixed. But we should really be going to ourselves so that we can feel so good about being powerful enough to fix it. If you think you can you can, if you think you can’t you can’t! Everyone needs to believe in himself or herself! There are plenty of people who will try to knock you down, we can’t knock ourselves down. So keep your heads up babies. If you think you need someone else to help you with something, know that you have the power within you! You can have that job, or bank account, or house, or relationship! Whatever it is you can have it if you believe you can. So until you get it quit bitching, get up, get out there, and have some fun! At least it will be a fun trip
I am looking for more people for our swingers’ party scene. If you or anyone you know needs to make some extra money. If you are single it is fine. We have a lot of couples. But we really need some black or Latin girls. So let me know if you or anyone you know is interested.
Don’t forget to say hi while you are here reading my blog. I love getting to know how you all think too!
Hey babies, how are you? I’m wonderful. I hope you’re all having a fabulous day! I wanted to write up for you the interview with Jayla Starr for my Feature girl of the week. If you’ve not become a member to my site yet, you’ve got to get on me! There you can hear my actual interviews with the girls as well as watch my exclusive videos. It’s even a great gift to give someone…lol. A membership to me! I have women do it for their husband’s…lol. And I love that. They are cool with their husbands watching porn so they surprise them with a membership. They watch me together and I love that! Guys how would you feel if your wife got you a year membership to my site? Would YOU think it was a cool gift? I’ve even had some guys buy it for their buddies as a bachelor gifts…lol. You guys will think of anything…lol! Keeping a relationship good and sexual is so important. I want to be a teacher and helper to all of my babies out there. If your single I want to help you stay happy and satisfied while your single. If you’re in a relationship, I want to be there to help you spice it up when you need to, or you can ask me anything that you might be shy or unsure about. I hope all of you know that! I like to please you know that! Wink!
Well let me introduce you guys to Jayla Starr. Incase you don’t already know of her! She is 20 years old and gorgeous! Being mixed (black and Chinese) it is a very nice combination. I just shot Jayla the other day for Pussycats 4. She was shooting a scene and looked so hot! Let me explain, she was doing a girl/girl scene. No toys no boys. Just kissing and finger fucking and having a good time. But let me tell you, she was arched over a weight bar, she’s almost in a back bend and she looked so good, her booty looked to lushes cause she has the cutest little bubble butt. And Ann Marie was smothered inside of her beautiful little clam. That scene was absolutely on fire. Jayla was so cute in the interview. She didn’t know what to do because she felt weird because I was the one their shooting her. I told her how awesome she did and how creative she was. Jayla said that she just did whatever she could think of. I told her she did a great job. You can tell when someone is into it, and she was. It makes for such a good scene. This movie is going to be awesome. I asked her if she likes girls? She said she loves girls; she’d rather do a girl/girl/guy scene instead of just a girl/guy scene…lol. I asked if it were so she wouldn’t get bored? We laughed because we love the guys, but she said when there is another girl there you can watch her and she’s hot, you can eat her pussy, or she can eat hers. I wanted Jayla to know how amazing I think she is. I told her that she has so many followers on twitter; she actually has more than some girls who are a bigger name. She is very interactive and sweet, that is what I love about her.
I explained to her that there are so many girls that ask and wonder why their websites aren’t making any money. I tell them it’s because they aren’t social enough and interacting. I think it is so important. The fans are what keep you relevant! So I told her I wanted to give her a big high five on being great at her interaction. She was so sweet, she said thank you, coming from you that means a lot. I really just wanted to tell her that on set she was sweet and positive, she never had anything negative to say. I love that; I like to work with people like that. I asked her if she is usually pretty go with the flow and she told me that she read the book, Don’t Sweat the Small Stuff. She said she don’t sweat it unless it’s life threatening. She likes to move on and lets stuff go. Move on and make the best of it. If she can of course, she’s like I’m not perfect…lol.
She’s been in the business for about a year and a half. She started on her 19th birthday. She’ll be 21 in January. She’s excited but said that its going so slow to get there…lol. What an exciting time. I asked Jayla where she was from and she’s originally from Cali but now living Vegas. She said it sucked because she’s not 21. She said she loves to eat different things from different countries. She likes to try anything. I told her she eats and it goes to her butt. Because her waist is tiny. Her feet are a 7 ½ and her bra size is a 34B, she’s so adorable I told her she is a little spinner girl. She said she loves that when she is on top and riding a cock and she spins herself around to reverse cowgirl position, without getting off the dick. Which is her favorite! I love how petite she is. Her but is perfect, I told her that you can throw a quarter at it and get 75 cents back…lol. Its true.
For fun Jayla likes to read, talk to her members, she has a stripper pole that she likes to play around on. She also likes to play with her puppy RJ. He is her son a little yorkie. What were you for Halloween? She was a brownie scout. I asked her if she got laid last night? She said unfortunately no, but it was ok. When she was getting off with me she was about to go get fucked from Carmen Hayes so that would make up for it…lol.
Here are her sites!
Hit her up she is awesome! And there you have it in a nutshell, my interview with Jayla Starr! Now go watch and listen to her hotness on my website CourtneyCummz.com
Love you all my babies! Keep a smile on your face for me today ~ K!
Hey my boo’s! It’s Thursday and the weekend is almost here. Yay! I am looking forward to it! It’s going to be an awesome day today! I get to go finish shooting for Brazzers. I have so much fun working with them! I can’t even tell you all how excited I am about my swinger’s film in Tampa. I’ve almost got all of the couples that we will need. I am just looking for a few more. I’m thinking about also having some on backup just incase someone flakes out on us! But I am sooo stoked! I am working out details and getting all of the kinks ironed out. I can’t wait to meet you guys. It will be so much fun. Tampa has got so many cool people in it. I’m not sure if you know this but Tampa is actually the lighting capital of the U.S. There is so much energy in that town, I love it! Tampa is where I really fine tuned my spiritual side.
I love that some of you and I can connect on a “deeper” level. Dave O, that is so cool that you have already read his work. What is more ironic is that you probably read the book he put out after visiting his fathers grave. That is really cool. How was it? I should probably read it. I am reading The Vortex right now by Esther Hicks. I love her. Whenever life gets hectic and I am feeling like a pick me up, I can always turn to my books and beliefs. Something really resonated with me today while I was reading. Most of the time people aren’t a match to what they are really wanting. Because when you are asking for something you are standing in a place of feeling like you don’t have enough. And “beating the drum” of that which you don’t have. How many times do you hear someone say, “I could be happy if this… would happen.” We have to learn to be happy with or without it. Because while we are focused on not having it we are keeping ourselves from it. There really isn’t a shortage of anything in the world. Just lack of belief in having it. People in America really shouldn’t be starving. There is always someone who is willing to give a dollar, or you could even walk around and pick up change on the ground to buy something off of the dollar menu at McDonalds. But when people “beat the drum” of I am going to starve or I don’t have enough money, than this will always be true for them. Job-hunting is the same. I can’t begin to tell you all of the people who tell me they can’t find any work. I’m sorry, but you can find work. It might not be your ideal job, but something is there. But going out looking for employment with an attitude of I can’t find a job, you surely won’t than!
Something else that I really understood today. When we have negative things happen or people surrounding us. They really help us get clear on the way we want things to be. But often (and I think this especially happens in relationships) you will find yourself standing in a situation and want it to be better. Either you want your mate to be nicer or to stop doing that thing they do, or whatever it is. This person or problem is what got you to get so clear on what or how you wanted things to be. But now we usually make the mistake of expecting that person to become what we want. Do you follow? Lets use cheating as an example your boyfriend/girlfriend cheats on you. So from that you realize you don’t want to be cheated on and you would like a partner that is committed and faithful. Don’t most people expect that person to change? Or we say if they really loved me they wouldn’t do that. So many times people take back the cheater expecting them to turn into this new person that they have become very clear on wanting. I always say a man that cheats on his wife, is just that. A man that cheats on his wife. So we need to leave the cheater alone and get even more clear on how we want the next one to be. So that we can be open to receiving him or her instead of another cheater. Sometimes people don’t even know what they want. They just know what they DON’T want. And it will keep showing up in your experience over and over again. So ladies we especially need to stop thinking the men will change and only worry about changing what we want and ourselves. Men same rules apply. But we can’t be scared to move on to find it. Yes you will have to give up whomever or whatever it is. But really, obviously it wasn’t that great for you otherwise you would have been happy with it when you had it. And imagine how much happier you will be when you have exactly what it is in your life. I think it is really people’s jobs in life to harass you so you become clear on how we want it to be! Annoying people don’t sound so bad when you put it like that now huh?
Life is about having fun and finding relief. As long as you are reaching for your next good feeling thought you will be ok. And if it is hard to find a good feeling thought, than you’ve got to start somewhere and maybe small. Think about me naked, sitting on top of you, I hope that brings you some relief…lol. Seriously though babies. Everday we could be presented with things that we don’t like. But the world would be so different if we were all more concerned with how we feel. And if we focused on the next good feeling thought we would all be feeling good! How much more can we ask for?
I hope you are all having a good day! Find your happy thoughts