Hey babies! It’s Thursday, time to give some thanks. You know what I’m thankful for today? I thought I got put on time out from Twitter…lol. For some reason it wasn’t working for me, but I am back in action and happy about it! You guys will be happy that I have gotten all of my fan signs written out. But I must get this off my chest. I know I’ve said it before, but babies I got over 300 of these fan signs requested by you all. And unless you would like me to have my assistant write them all out for me it takes me a little time to get them done. I don’t mean to be rude about it, however, I’m sick of getting “Fuck you” emails because I haven’t gotten them out yet. This was a totally free gesture I decided to do. I am not charging for them. How can people get so shitty with me when they are getting something free? It is actually making me not even want to do them anymore. I will send out this bunch, but I’m not sure if I’ll ever do it again. It’s sucks that one asshole can ruin it for everyone. So now I just have to take the pictures and I will have the 300 of them done.
On the flip side, I received my Victoria’s Secret order today. Well not all of it but I was excited. I got my new purse, shoes, bra and panties. I’m in heaven. Love it! There is nothing better than a girl with some new clothes. I’ve been looking for a new purse too, so I’m excited with the one I picked out. I’ve had fun shooting Pussycats 4 this week. I was a little bummed that we had to cancel one of the shoots yesterday. That sucked, I hope we will be able to reschedule it. Today I shot a hot scene. We had a lot of fun. The girls where awesome. I love me some girl on girl lovin. I had a fun little sleepover last night. One of my girlfriends from San Diego came over and stayed the night, we had a good time. So did my roomie, he got to bang her. They were shooting pictures, videos, and fucking in the garage while I masturbated. We all had fun! I bet you guys don’t have slumber parties like that…hehe!! They are fun though, I highly recommend them.
All of my shooting today helped me work up an appetite. I found the best little Italian deli that I love to eat at. So I went there to get my grub on…lol. I have been trying to eat healthy lately but I love to eat some good Italian. I have been eating a lot of mushrooms lately. I think when I do that they help me lose weight. I don’t know what it is, but they make me feel skinny. Is that weird? How are you guys? I am having a good week. I’m looking forward to the weekend. I love the weekends! Babies, help me with something. How do you handle religion talk with people when you know that you don’t have the same views? I respect others and their religions but don’t like when I have people that push their religion on me. I am very eclectic with my religious views. There are many things that I believe in. I don’t enjoy reading stories that are scary or sad. I don’t even watch negative TV shows like that. I had a boyfriend whose mom bought me a book for a bible study type thing. I had no idea how to tell her that I wasn’t really into living my life by the bible. Many religions have beliefs that I just don’t agree with, and I’m not saying that they are wrong; I’m just saying that they are wrong for me.
I love being spiritual and I feel like I have a great relationship with God. However there are many “Christians” that would say I would go to hell for the profession I have chosen. I totally disagree. The same as I disagree with the belief that all gays go to hell. I can’t in any way wrap my mind around those concepts. So how could I possibly support a religion that believes that? All of you, my blog reading babies always have such great insight to some of my deeper topics, so I thought I would ask you. So let me know how you handle uncomfortable religious situations with people you think highly of. I’d love to hear about some of your personal experiences.
Anyways babies, I’m going to get up and start making some dinner. My roomie should be home soon and I bet he’ll be hungry.
I hope you all are having a fabulous day, and ya know something? Put a smile on that face today! And spread a smile to someone else. I promise it will make you feel good as well as the person you smiled at! I love an appreciate you all! Don’t forget to keep it nasty for me Wink! Wink!
Hey Sexies! It Trashy Tuesday Bitches and I am feeling it. I woke up and just wanted to shop shop shop! So I hopped online to get some new things. I went to my favorite online retailer. Victoria’s Secret. They have some really great clothes. And I feel like it is my little secret. No one really shops for clothes there. Most girls I think just go into the store and pick up bras and panties or lotions. They have the coolest shoes, pants, tops and what I love even more is that no one else will have them. Otherwise most girls are shopping at the same stores, picking through the same clothes and when they walk around they look exactly the same. No thanks! I like to look like me!! J
So I had a meeting with my boss a little bit ago. I love him. I have a ton of things to get done today. I still need to get my homework and projects done for school. It sucks because I have a timetable for when I need to get it done by. It is really nice though to have some time at home to get all of this done. I have really been appreciating my time when I am at home because I have been traveling so much. I’m feeling kinda feisty today! Lol. You ever have days like that? Where you’re just a little more on edge than usual? I am really excited for tomorrow though. I am shooting Pussycats 4. I guess I do my shooting a little untraditionally and pick girls for the movies a little differently. Tell me your opinion on this you guys. I choose to shoot girls with a good personality and a big fan base or following. I appreciate girls like that. Take Jayla Starr for example. Some people may have never heard of her but guess what she is a beautiful girl. She has a ton of twitter, myspace followers and she is super fan friendly. As a fan isn’t that what people like and enjoy? That is more important to me than who the latest “it” girl is. In this industry there is always a new “it girl.” It kind of is annoying to me. I have a hard time respecting girls in the industry who don’t want to interact with the fans. They want to show up work and then want to go home and not be bothered by fans. I guess that is cool and all if that’s what your into, but in my opinion I have learned that in this industry you need to have some loyal fans to keep yourself relevant and have more longevity in the business.
It cracks me up when I read the lists of the top girls in porn. Usually I am shocked by the results. Where do they come up with the criteria for who is the top in porn? Don’t get me wrong I am not trying to pull a Kanye and act like these girls who are top on the lists and getting awards don’t deserve them. However, we all work hard and it gets old seeing the same people winning the same awards all the time. What really sucks is how predictable the awards shows are. And again, I love the girls and am proud and happy for them for winning. But when a girl has only made 3 movies in a year compared to another girl who has taken over 100 dicks in her ass in a year, how can the girl with 3 movies get “Performer of the year” I think that’s bullshit. It’s funny that politics are even played in the porn biz.
I also get annoyed because ethnic girls rarely are up for awards. Latina, black, or Asian girls never get recognition. Its crazy. I don’t understand it. I do understand one thing. The awards go to girls who work for companies that contribute a lot of money to the awards shows for marketing or promoting. Whatever. And then we have the shady tale that I am about to tell the world. I’ve never discussed this situation, but I know that it’s happened to many more than just me. My 1st year in the biz I was asked to be a trophy girl. You know the girl who gives the trophies to the winners. I had a meeting with a guy we will call MR. He told me that I would win any award I wanted if I would meet and see him privately. He had many things he wanted me to do. Piss in a bathtub for a week, so he could bathe and marinate in it. He wanted to drink it, everything. He also wanted me to violate his ass and abuse him. In response to his proposition I told him that I would think about it. That was my first experience in their office. Way to show me the ropes ehh?? I really think that it is one thing to prostitute yourself for money, but it becomes a whole other story when you are prostituting your ass for a trophy or award. This of course is solely my opinion and my experience since being in the business. However, I do know another girl who had had a similar experience with MR. She did what I wish I would have done and narked his ass out. He then got what he deserved and got fired. They had to fire him, lets get serious. I don’t want to get hate mail saying that I’m bashing anyone. I love working with the companies that represent these girls, and I love the girls who are winning the awards. But it is sad sometimes. I feel totally confident in my place in the porn world. I have won awards and that’s all great, I was even told by Bill Simmons from Espn that I was the most under-rated girl in porn and that he and his wife love watching me. I have the love and support from my fans and that is what matters to me. But I have seen other girls cry on my shoulder after not winning an award they were up for. It is so heartbreaking. So many girls work their Asses off in this biz; I just like to see credit go where it is deserved!
Politics, gotta love them! I have never been involved in them, nor do I plan on starting now. I am happy with where I am and the impact I have had on the porn industry. I will just keep on keeping it nasty for all of my babies. You all are what is most important to me! Smooooch!
Well I think I’m going to get going. You all have a fabulous day babes! And root for the underdog! Everyone has been there at sometime of his or her life!!
Baby baby babies! How are we today? I’m back from Florida and I had a fabulous time. It was perfect. I love going there and spending time with my friends. I can’t even tell you how much I love and appreciate them. It was really cool, my girl picked me up from the airport and we went back to her house. My niece was there waiting for me. She is so adorable. She is 3 ½ and so smart for her age. I had a big present to give her and she was really looking forward to it. I brought her, her very own laptop. Lol. Don’t think I am crazy she totally knows how to use it. She and her mommy are always having to share the computer and it drives her mom crazy….lol. My little princess is very possessive about being online. Her mom tells me that she tells her that her Aunt CC is texting her. I love it. She is so amazing. Anyways, we hung out for a bit and then were off for a little grown up girlie time! We decided on going to Bonefish and The Melting Pot…lol. We were grubbing at bonefish. I had the best shrimp and ahi tuna. Mmmm…it was so good. After our drinks and dinner, we decided to The Melting Pot for dessert. Oh the things you can do with Fondue. Everything was so good. We drank a lot and had fun with our sexy little server. He was adorable. I love servers because I used to do it myself. You’ve gotta have a good time while your working. Have any of you ever eaten at either place? What did you think about it? I would highly recommend them if you haven’t.
I am so serious when I tell you guys this, but you’ve got to go to a nudist resort at some point of your life. Google the closest one to your town and go. It so freeing to be there. You can go just to experience the lifestyle. Some of the people that go there do go back to there “clothed worlds” and only come there on weekends. Their friends and family may not even know that they are nudists. Also to clarify babies it’s not all about sex. When people talk to me about the resorts they think it is just orgies everywhere. That is more like a swingers resort babies. I go to actual nudist resorts. Don’t get me wrong, we do have swinging parties and special nights dedicated to people who like to swing and have orgies but every other night of the week that’s kept private and behind closed doors. Nudists aren’t just about sex. It is more of a lifestyle. A free naked lifestyle. Bike riding, gardening, or washing your car all can be done while nude. It’s absolutely awesome. I love that I can bring my friends there and we can play and have fun!!
My boy toy and I had a ball. We went to some swinger parties and had such a hot, nasty time! I loved every minute of it! We laid out by the pool and drank lots of Cervasas. I was a happy horny girl. My boy got wasted…lol. I loved it. He and one of my girls were drinking lots and lots together. Both of them ended up pretty tipsy, it was fun to watch…lol. I think I might be one of the only people who love the humidity in Florida. I love what it does for my skin. It’s like my skin takes a big drink of water…lol. It gets thirsty livin on the West Coast. Lol.. Oh my I didn’t mention all of the bites I got while I was there though. Ahh, they are driving me crazy. My legs have like over 25 bites on them. It’s actually a little ridiculous. I do have some awesome oil that I use that has really helped with the itching. Now to make them just go away, they don’t look so hot! I swear the skeetos in Fla must love my sweet little ass. I don’t really love them though.
I hope you all had a good weekend. I have school tonight so I’ve got to get into student mode. It’s so crazy to be back in school again. I am really loving it though! You know I like a good challenge. It’s crazy how good I feel after enrolling in school. It is so much different this time around. I loved fashion school, but this is totally different. I think I am going to need a little nap before class. I need to catch up on some sleep. It always takes my body a couple of days to get back on track after going on the other coast. But let me tell you it is so worth it! :0)
Anyways babies, I’m going to go catch up on my zzz’s. I hope I dream of some of you! Wink! Wink!
Have a fabulous Motivational Monday,
Hey SEXsi’s its Fabulous Feature Friday!! I want to apologize for slackin on the blogs. I’ve been so crazy busy I haven’t had a whole lot of time to sit and get out my thoughts. I love twitter because I can be constantly updating with my thoughts, which we all know are random as hell. Lol. I love that question, what’s on your mind? Facebook doesn’t usually want to know what is really on my mind. Lol. I think I am a little to dirty for their corporate website. That’s probably why I got suspended. They are so annoying. It’s probably some crazy soccer mom hatin on me. Whatever. Myspace deleted me like 3 times. I have learned, so I thought I was doing good working within their guidelines. Guess not!! Haha! Anyways, do you all have any fun plans for the weekend? I am loving it up on the East Coast. I love and miss Florida so much when I am here. I really enjoy my time here. I am actually having a little down time before a friend of mine gets here so I decided to talk to you all. I wanted to feature for today my girl Bobbi Starr. She is such a hot ass girl. Literally, her booty is bangin’. So here is the write up of how the interview went down. She had me so hot and horny…lol. Loved it!
I opened it up with how we shot together once for our Chain Gang video. That was our first time meeting. She said that she had always heard such good things about me that she was glad to actually meet me and find out that they were all true! Awe, so sweet. I told her that not only was she hot, sexy, and a good fuck too, but she was also really smart. I read her bio before interviewing her and found out that she was actually going to go to school for pre-med. She said yeah, she was. But she had already finished up a degree and was a little burned out on the whole school thing. She wanted to be a gynecologist. But she didn’t think it would be a good idea to go into another degree being burnt out on school. So that was when she decided to try having sex on camera. She said that she really got into it because she was so curious about the biz. Curiosity for getting fucked all day brought her in…lol. I love it. She is a little freak just like me!! She loves the biz, and says it’s been awesome, she did say that she may still go to med school when she’s ready. I of course had to ask her if she has any crushes on any of the girls in the industry. She said that she definitely crushed on Dana DeArmond. She is one of her lady friends that she will call her girlfriend on occasion. She said, “I am a whore for the ladies.” “Someone once said that Bobbi is straight for pay” I took that as the best compliment, Bobbi said. I had to ask then which she prefers. Dick, or pussy or both or what. She said that she enjoys the whole package of girls, but she likes penis so much she can’t stray away from that either. She’s like give me all the dick. Lol.
I told Bobbi what I love about girls is how they smell so good with their lotions, and lip-gloss, their lips are so soft. I just really love the passion that women bring. I asked her what she liked about women. She said pretty much the same thing. She loves how soft they are and she really likes when a woman takes care of her hands and feet. She has a major foot fetish. So she really likes girls who take care of their nails and toes. I asked her what kind of shoes she likes to wear on a daily basis. She said that she likes heals. They must be at least 3 ½ inches high and she loves open toed. Obviously, she wants to see those toes…lol. She told me that Italian shoes are her fav. She has almost 400 pairs of shoes.
I had to confess to Bobbi. I was getting totally wet and turned on talking to her. I said “what would you think to know that I am sitting here naked by my pool, rubbing my clit while I’m on the phone with you. I told her I couldn’t help it. She was like “Where are you, I need to come over now!!” lol. I was like; I love you and your pretty little vaginie!! She started laughing and was like thank you, that’s so hot!! She’s so hot!! Bobbi said that she’s been in the business for almost 3 years. It will be 3 in October. I wanted to know what she thought her best talent was. She said that she likes being able to move into any genre of porn easily. She can do all of it and she likes that!
I also took questions from some of her fans. They had some things they wanted me to ask her. One question was if you were a tree what kind would you be? She said that she would be a California Red Wood. Because they are grow together and are considered a family tree. Family is very important to her. She is originally from Northern California. One of her fans asked her “How does it feel to now live in the better half of the state?” She started laughing, and was like oh it will never be the better half. She said things are a lot different here than up north. She is still getting adjusted and used to the different ways and people down here. She said it was difficult, people act differently, treat you differently, she’s finally adjusting a bit. I had to ask Bobbi, how she’s able to deep throat a cock so well. She can take it like a champ. She had the funniest story to share. She said that she grew up in an Italian family and her mom would make pasta from scratch, well she and her brother would have contests who could put the longest piece down their throat and pull it back out without breaking it….lol. That’s hilarious. But obviously taught her a thing or two. She said that’s how she got so good at relaxing her throat muscles.
I asked her where her fav vacation spot would be, she said anywhere new. She loves to travel and has done a lot of it. From all of Europe to Australia, Czech Republic, S. America. She loves going new places. She is really looking forward to wherever she ends up next. Her favorite beverage is tea, any kind. Green, black, herbal, Chinese. She said that the Chinese green tea will give you so much energy. Her favorite food surprisingly isn’t Italian. She said that’s more of a comfort food for her. But she really loves Thai or Vietnamese food. Because she can’t figure out how to cook it. She loves the flavors, and the spice. She said, I’ve got to have a little spice in my life. Amen! She likes to enjoy her food, so not too hot, but she loves when midway through her meal her nose is running. Lol. Her favorite people to work with are any of the Spiegler Girls.
I hope you guys enjoyed reading some of the deatz to our interview. Bobbi is an awesome girl. Love her. Check out her pages at www.Myspace.com_BobbiStarr www.Twitter.com/BobbStarr and look out for her personal sites www.BobbiStarr.com and www.BobbisWorld.com
Have a great weekend babies. Cum a lot @ CourtneyCummz.com
Hello my hearts, how are we today?? I’m having a great Monday! I am having my cleaning ladies come. Hooray! You have no idea how much I appreciate all of the work they do for me around my house. There is something so wonderful about having a clean house. And when they come it is spic-n-span!! If only it could stay that way!! I also have my doggies’ hairstylist coming over to clean them up. We’ve gotta be a fly looking family ya know! Wink! Wink!! So needless to say it is a great day in the Cummz household. I hope you all are enjoying your day as well.
I had an awesome weekend dancing in Oxnard. Besides the moment when I was on a guys lap giving him the dance of his life and I fell off of him because of an earthquake. And shockingly it wasn’t an earthquake in his pants..lol. A for real earthquake. I felt the couch shaking and I just fell backwards. It was crazy. And what is even crazier is the amount of earthquakes there have been recently. What is going on?? I was really excited that a bunch of my navy/military boys came out to see me. I love my serving babies. I like to be extra nice to them. They need a lot of lovin for what they are doing for us!! I love that I can communicate with my Latin lovers in Spanish if that makes them feel more comfortable. And I think for some of them it does. Many girls in the industry might not even realize how many of their fans can’t really speak to them because they don’t speak English. So instead of my expecting them to learn English, I was more than excited to start learning Spanish. My roomie really helps me with it also. He is so good to have around!!
I’m so sore today from the weekend. Between shooting my scene yesterday for Naughty America and dancing all weekend I am so beat up. This must be what football players feel like. Lol. I feel like I have totally worked out every muscle in my body!! I get so into it I end up with bruises and marks all over my body. You know I like to work hard, and play even harder!! It is all worth it. My shoot yesterday for Naughty America went so well. The woman shooting me was so cool. We got along really well. She was pretty groovy. I actually just got a call that she wants to shoot me again tomorrow. So that’s pretty cool. Tomorrow I have to go shoot a girl that will be in my upcoming Pussycats 4 video. I can’t wait for it to come out, you guys will love love love it!! I love working with women. Just like I like directing for other girls, I love when other girls are directing me. I’m not like an extreme feminist but I do enjoy working with someone who completely gets me. And I do think that women understand women better than a man understands a woman. That’s also something I am looking forward to getting into in school. I have class tonight. It’s going really well.
The classes are so chill. I love that we are in a forum type setting. It is really comfortable and nice for me. I am used to being the one on camera and now I just get to sit back and watch my teacher. I love the interaction. It is really going to be a great class. First I have psychology and then I have communications. Have any of you ever taken those classes? I love that I am surrounded by others who want to help people like I do. Regardless if we are helping in different ways, I love to help people any way possible.
Ladies, I wanted to give you all a friendly reminder. Sometimes as women we get ourselves into situations that aren’t always the safest for us. I have been put in some crazy scenarios. So I just want to remind those who might have forgotten how important it is to stay aware of your surroundings and always have people around you that you know and trust. There are so many beautiful women in this world who have bad things happen to them because they are too sweet or trusting. I always try to be very aware of my surroundings and I never will take a drink from anyone! It’s nothing personal but not even a bartender really. I will drink a beer, but I like to keep the lid on it until I can pop the top myself. So if I do get a drink from a bartender, I ask him please don’t take off the top, I will do it. Just something I learned to do along the way. I would always rather be safe than sorry. And the truth is some people are just crazy and will do anything! So ladies. Please stay safe. And if your living in California you may use a tazer or pepper spray when you feel the need however in our state you need a permit. Crazy I know but hey. Whatever! Just keep yourself protected!!
Lastly say a prayer babies that my Dodgers kick some ass tonight! There asses might be a little sore today, I know. They got spanked last night pretty hard!! I’ll give them a spank…lol. I have an awesome week ahead of my. Lots of work and then Thursday I will be leaving for beautiful Florida!! I can’t wait to see my friends. I always feel so rejuvenated when I am there. I am going to go out for dinner with one of my best friends. She is excited because usually when I’m there I don’t want to leave my nudist resort. So she always has to come there to see me (She’s not a nudist.) So she’s pretty happy about that! Lol. I’m not sure were we are going to go for dinner. She loves Bonefish, but I was telling her that I had never been to The Melting Pot. Have any of you? I really want to try out the fondue experience there. I have heard amazing things. Do any of you have any suggestions for me? Where are your favorite restaurants to eat at? What do you have when you go? Please let me know, we are always down for trying new things!
So that’s me today babies. I hope you all had a good weekend. A big hug and kiss to those who came out to say hi to me this weekend! I love and appreciate you!! I hope you have a fabulous rest of the day!
Hey Sexsi’s!! How are we doing today! I am FABULOUS! I had the hottest time last night dancing at Spearmint Rhino in Oxnard. Come out and say hi I will be there tonight and Saturday night! You know what today is? Its Feature Friday babies. And I have the hottest little Swedish girl to introduce to you. If you didn’t know her before you will definitely know her now. She is Puma Swede a big tittied beautiful blonde! Our interview was totally cool, here’s how it went.
I asked her what she had been up to. She told me that she had been in Sacramento dancing. I couldn’t help but ask her if she put those big titties up in everyone’s face. She said yeah and her tiny little booty she likes to shake as well. Lol. She’s so cute! I had to get it out there just so she knew but I said I just love your big titties and your rockin body. She was like “thanks I like you too your no drama and just a lot of fun” I was like for real, I like to stay away from drama. Puma has such a sexy accent I had to ask her where she was from. Sweden hence the Swede in her name…lol. I love Swedish girls. They’re so hot. She’s been in America for about 5 years now. I asked her if she liked it over here and she said yeah. Obviously she misses her mom. It was funny she said that she missed her moms Swedish meatballs. Lol. But also said that she can just go to Ikea and buy some and it’s just as good. That’s good to know that even Swedish people think that Ikea food is comparable. It was so cute she told this story of how her mother will send her packages with frozen cookies in them and when she gets them they are all ruined by the water. So sweet of her mom.
You know I had to ask her if she has any crushes on girls in the business. She was like “aww you” it was sweet. But she continued that she likes people who are cool and that I’m one of the cool ones. She’s such a doll. My big tittied Barbie doll. Love it! Being from Sweden I figured she’d been to some cool places. I asked her where her favorite vacation spot has been besides her country. She said that she has traveled a lot in her life. She said that her favorite place would probably be New Zealand, Australia, she said the people are real nice and there is beautiful nature. Or Japan, she said it was amazing. I asked her if she did porn while she was in Japan. She said yes, we mutually knew the guy that she went with. She told a funny story about her being the dominant one with a dildo and strap on but telling her to be gentle….lol. She’s like how can I be gentle with all of this….lol It was funny. She though Japan was like a fantasy world. People would dress up in costumes at night on the weekdays. I had to ask if she ate a lot of sushi while she was there. When I went we ate some bangin ass sushi at 5 star restaurants. She was like no way we ate KFC. I was laughing. She’s like “we would think about where to go and then wait so long we wouldn’t care where we ate.” She did say that they had some good dinners while they were there.
I also asked Puma about her craziest fan experience. She said that she has the best fans. Her best experience is when people bring her candy…lol. She loves candy. She loves the thoughtful things people do. Like one fan got her a Swedish rose and others bring chocolate, etc. We are very lucky girls, we both have some awesome fans!
I had to ask her when we would work together again. She was like I know! We were actually supposed to but I was shooting content and it didn’t work out. We’ve got to figure it out soon. I can’t wait to play with her. She was so funny. She told me about this fucking machine she got from a club she was in, in Sacramento. She wants to put it to use with me, so that should be fun. Have you guys ever used a fucking machine? I’d love to hear some of your stories.
I asked her what her favorite beverage was. She’s so cool and easy going she likes everything. She’s like “I like tea, coffee, I probably drink about 4-5 cups of tea a day.” She also likes soda, Starbucks, or red wine. She said she usually will drink whatever, but she’s not messing with the whiskey…lol. She got sick off of it once so she’s like no more. I asked her if she smoked. She’s said yeah, she seems to want to quit. She was telling me about the electrical cigarettes that she’s thinking about getting. She’s excited because you can use them on airplanes and stores or wherever. They are a good idea. It is such a habit to go through the motions with cigarettes. I was telling her they are always there. In the morning, after you eat, while you drink, in the car. I think I should try them, maybe it would help cut it out.
I wanted to know why she chose the name puma and her answer was a cool one. Her first car in Sweden was a Ford Puma. She loved it. So she decided to have that as her name. And then obviously the Swede is self-explanatory. So you’ve read about her big titties, I asked her what bra size she was. An impressive 32 F. She said F was for Fuckable and Fantastic…lol. Love it! Her titties are inspirational for me. I love them. She said that she had to keep telling her doc she wanted them bigger and bigger. He didn’t believe that she wanted F’s.
Finally I like to get the girls thoughts on me. She said that she always just thought I was happy and always smiling. Now that she’s gotten to know me better, she thinks I’m a great person. Aww how sweet. I asked her what she may not like so much, and she said that she wants to work with me more. So we will be soon babies, look out for it! You guys will love us together! This interview was a great one. Make sure to check out CourtneyCummz.com to listen to it recorded. And check out Puma Swede at
www.PumaSwede.com www.Twitter.com/PumaSwede www.myspace.com/pumaswede
Hope you enjoyed her interview as much as I did. Have a great Friday babies!
Dancin’ dancin’ dancin’ that’s what I’ll be doing tonight babies so make sure you come out to see me! I will be in Oxnard, Ca tonight, Friday, and Saturday at the Spearmint Rhino. It is located at 630 Maulhardt Ave. So if you live in or around that area I’d love to see you. Cum stop by and let me show you a great night! I’m going to look so cute this weekend; I can’t wait for you guys to see my outfits. If you’ve been following me on Twitter, facebook, or myspace you probably see that I’ve been crazy busy. I shot a commercial for FyreTV.com the other day and worked from 9 am to 2 am. I was beat! It’s going to be an awesome commercial though. FyreTV.com is this system for people to be able to watch porn off of an on demand type box. It’s going to be so huge. They have put and spent a lot of money into this business. I think it will be really great! This way parents don’t have to worry about their kids getting into their porn and it won’t have to be on the computer either. You do need Internet to have it, but it doesn’t use your monitor. So make sure you’re on the look out for me on late night TV commercials. BET, VH1, Fox, and Comedy Central will be airing it. So let me know when you see it, incase you see it before I do…lol. You know I don’t get to watch T.V. a whole lot.
I had a really sad day on set. I was directing my Whack Jobs video and the male talent we had working found out that his father had passed away. I felt so bad! I have lost so many people who were close to me; however, I have never lost a parent. This young man is also in the army. He and his dad served our country together. They were trained in giving people the bad news of losing a family member. However, I don’t think any amount of training can prepare you for losing YOUR own family member. The army is real good at desensitizing people. He has a very hard shell. I was almost thankful that this happened to him while he was shooting with me. Instead of other Directors who may not have cared to hear about a talent’s personal life. I just hugged him and tried to remind him of all of the wonderful times he and his father had! I did feel though like he didn’t need to be working. So I told him please, please go home and deal with this. You can’t just keep things bottled up inside. Trust me I have learned the hard way. Feelings and emotions are a very important thing, and I really feel that it’s extremely important to honor them. Otherwise what would be the purpose of having them. I told him not to worry about the shoot. He was so sweet, he just wanted to keep on working. I had to put my foot down and say no. I told him that we would still pay him, so not to worry about losing out on the money, but that the most important thing is that he takes care of himself. So he did leave, I will definitely be checking in on him in a couple of days to make sure he’s doing alright! He is so sweet and good-looking, it was sad to see him go through this!
Oh I wanted to tell you all again about the fan signs. I still have hundreds and hundreds to get sent out. I am getting them done. Slowly but surely…lol. I actually fell asleep last night at 7pm. I was beat. But I can’t tell you the last time I went to bed that early…lol I guess my body needed it. I’m proud of how many I have gotten done so far though. Man I never expected all of the requests that I got at all! I’m so thankful that you guys like them. I know many of you have told me that many other girls don’t even respond to your messages let alone send you personalized pics, signs, etc. Understand it could be a full time job just keeping up with mail, messages, etc. So don’t be too hard on them. I just know how happy you guys make me, so I try to do anything I can to make you guys happy as well. I think it is the best part of my job. I really love the connections that I have made with you guys the most. So on this Give Thanks Thursday I am going to thank you all!! I like to make sure you ALL know how much I love and appreciate you. I love the support you all show me, every day! I even love my haters. Even though they can get under my skin sometimes, when I remember to remember I can love them too! Hurt people hurt people. So I always remember that!!
So I’ve got to get up and keep it movin, my phone has been blowing up all day. GRINDING!! It is all good, I love it! So get up with me and get ready to have a fabulous weekend babies. Let me know if I should look out for you this weekend at the Rhino. I will be looking forward to it!!
And thanks again for your patience with the fan signs. You will be getting them soon, I promise!!
Hey babies, it’s Wacky Wednesday and boy am I feeling Wacky!! I have had a crazy couple of days. Why oh why have like 6 or 7 of my ex’s hit me up in the past couple of days?? I think it is hysterical. I find out that people who broke my heart can still be all up in my business and my character! WTF? we break up but you still stalk me?? Really? I think it is funny because when a girl gets her heart broken to a guy it is just like whatever. But oh boy don’t you dare fuck over a guy and god for bid break his heart. It is like the worst thing in the world. It sucks for everyone equally! But why the hell are the ex’s hitting me up?? What do they want? They don’t want me; obviously our relationship didn’t work out for one reason or another. Do I really want to go there again? Do I really need to talk to these guys? Most of which completely left me a little broken. It’s all good now, I have found more out about myself and been able to spend time on me! But tell me, I need some manly advice. What do your ex’s want when they hit you up out of nowhere? What is really the point of all of it?? They have totally got me thinking. I decided that I would get it out in some blog therapy….lol. So here is how I feel about them now.
Miguel~ you were the angel of my eye. I loved the spiritual connection that you and I shared. We would communicate through our dreams, you could finish my sentences. Thats such an amazing connections thats just unexplainable.I really wish you the best of luck and all the happiness in the world.
Ken~ Wow, you had a great impact on my life. Being pregnant and experiencing a miscarriage was one of the craziest things I have still ever even gone through. It took some time but I can now forgive you for the way that you treated me. I forgive you for blaming me for the miscarriage and making me feel like it was my fault. Babies that was the craziest thing, I took 5 tests and they all came back negative. I had to actually get blood work to say that I was. That was a sad time for me. But I do forgive you for walking away from me. I’m glad you have found yourself a wife and 2 beautiful kids. I’m glad it wasn’t me…lol.
Niv~ I must admit and I know you’d agree that our relationship was mostly based on sex. Don’t get me wrong, it was great sex. But I do forgive you for the verbal abuse that you put me through regarding my job. I don’t know why we really tried the relationship thing; I knew you couldn’t handle it from the beginning. I’m glad you were able to let me go. Although breaking up with me via text message while I was working in Alaska was unacceptable after 2 1/2 yrs. I hope you find the love of your life and for the sake of that girl and you and your family. I hope she’s Jewish.
Kerv~ I always had fun when I was chillin with you. I just wish you were more loyal and honest to me. I thank god for my visions and my connection that I have with my inner being that I can always know what is right for me. The dreams of you cheating couldn’t have been any clearer, but I do thank you for coming clean and letting me know that my dreams were right. You could have denied until you died. I am glad we went our separate ways; I hope that you find what you’re looking for.
M~ you truly were a best friend to me. I enjoyed our workouts, the track, dinners, and your homemade pasta. I am glad that you’ve moved on and found the love of your life. I hope you forgive me for any hurt I may have caused your heart. You deserve the best so I hope you never settle for anything less. I’m glad you’ve found a relationship that makes you so happy.
Mono~ you seem to live a double life. You were like my real life 007. You always have a ton going on in your life. I’m never sure if it is fantasy or reality that you’re living in. But I do hope that you find some happiness within yourself. I used to feel so sorry for you. From cancer, to losing your daughter, to losing your job. I always felt bad. I had to let you go. I can’t change you, nor did you want me to and that is fine. You should just figure out a way to keep it a little more real. It really is a small world, never forget that. And Mono, “A man who cheats on his wife is just that, a man who cheats on his wife” Oh and you can stop texting me! Thank you!
you were my heart. I must say the love that I just felt ontop of the world when i was with you. From the day I graduated high school until u passed when I was college I have to say I forgive u for being found dead while cheAting. I was so angry with u about cheating instead of mourning your death but now I realize every man cheats. I was young and I had to experience a tramatic situation and wasnt sure how to handle my emotions but I do realize now that u were loyal to me emotionally. I was the woman whom your son loved & wanted to be around. I was the woman whom u spent holidays with. I was the woman u came home to at night. I forgive u for all your mistakes and I love u. May u rest in peace my precious Ivan. You will always hold a special place in my heart and I hope u aren’t too furious about this porn thing. It’s alot of fun! Remeber how we used to watch it together? We loved it now I satisfy others god bless u! I love when u say hi in my dreams, it’s amazing!! I let u rest boo. I forgive u.
So there it is, my direct message to the Ex’s. When you don’t want to date me, why still follow and stalk me in cyber world??
I do believe that it’s called a break-up because something is broken. Often people try to get back together and usually it doesn’t work. I’ve really learned that you’ve got to keep moving forward and never look back.
This was actually really nice to be able to get some of my personal life out on blast. It’s like having the last word in a fight…lol. I can just write and get out how I feel, without having to hear anyone else’s B.S. coming back at me. Lol. Very therapeutic. I’m so tired. And I still have a ton to do. Whoo I need an energy drink.
I hope everyone is having a fabulous day! It’s Wednesday, the week is almost over. I’m going to be dancing at Spearmint Rhino in Oxnard Thur, Fri, and Sat. You should cum check me out! I’d love to see you!
In the meantime babies keep it real, keep the faith, and remember, “We don’t forgive because we are weak, we forgive because we are strong enough to know that people make mistakes”
My My its Motivational Monday! Came so soon. I am starting to feel all of the running I have been doing. I need a little nappy! I had so much fun in Kalamazoo this weekend. I love to see the Midwest keepin’ it nasty with me! I got a chance to talk to a lot of really cool guys. It was actually a really refreshing experience. There is something so sweet and innocent about midwestern people. I met this guy who was 22 and he was engaged. I thought it was so sweet to meet a guy who is excited about a commitment. Instead of older guys who run and run and run. Don’t your old ass legs get tired….lol. Just playin. It was an awesome time! Big kisses to my babies who drove hours and hours to cum play with me! We had a lot of fun, didn’t we! Wink! Wink! I look forward to Cumming back, maybe next time in the summer. I like when I don’t have to wear a lot of clothes! Lol. I love how motivated all of the guys are that I met. Most of them
were in college or in school for a trade. I love when people take the steps to better their lives. If you have dreams in life, I have learned that you have to just keep your head up and keep your eye on the prize. What it is that you’re trying to accomplish. Trust me, if I had let all of the distractions in the world or negativity get me down, than I wouldn’t be the Courtney Cummz you have all grown to love ;0) There is a great quote that goes something like
“You don’t regret what you do, you regret what you don’t do!”
Keep on keeping on my motivated babies. I am so proud of each and every one of you for what your doing. Do Work!! Speaking of Doing Work, I spent my day today directing my Whack Jobs film. Love love love directing. I know many of you weren’t even aware that I direct. I do! I enjoy it so much.
I had a really great fan experience recently. One of my babies deleted all of his accounts. This was totally out of character for him, because he was really talented on the computer. I went to the ends of the earth to find out his number. And it had been disconnected. So I took a chance on sending him a text message and he got it! He called me back and we were able to talk about what was going on. He told me that his friend had been murdered at my heart just hurt for him. I knew there was something going on with him. I couldn’t get him out of my mind for some reason. I didn’t expect this however. He was feeling revengeful and angry. All of the emotions that would be expected. He was going through a hard time. We spoke further and he was wondering what the point was in doing his computer work. I reminded him that he was completely self-taught. He had never had any training or anything but was producing some amazing footage for the net.
Babies you’ve got to believe in yourself. If you have something that you love to do, go after it. Get paid for it, do whatever you can do to get some joy out of it! Life is too short to spend it doing anything less. Make sure that you are doing all you can to have a good life. If you think your life isn’t good, than change that thought. Start thinking that life is great and presents nothing but great things to you. I promise you will start seeing things that are great all around you. But remember, if you don’t appreciate what you’ve got, than you won’t appreciate what you get!
My fan signs are being made. I have already gotten a bunch done, but oh boy do I still have a bunch to go. Lol. Wow, you guys really know how to wear a girl out…lol. I’ve also got to memorize a script for a commercial I am doing. It will be aired on late night TV so look for it on VH1, BET, Comedy Central, and Espn. So make sure you guys look out for it! I still have no idea what I even have to say, I’ve been so busy that I haven’t even had a chance to open up the email and check it out.
Last BUTT not least; I have to start getting ready for my 1st ANAL Cam Show! I hope you get on and join me for some fun and cum! Only $7.95, you’ll be glad you came (literally) So cum one cum all at www.CourtneyCummz.com
One thing more I have to get out. Babies, some of you tell me that you don’t like to read. Well if you are reading this right now, I hope you don’t hate it…lol. You have to find something that interests you and I bet you won’t mind to read about it. I wasn’t always a big fan of reading either until I found books that I liked and were interested in. So don’t be so quick to say that you don’t read. I bet if you read espn.com or blogs or email you are a reader. It’s cool. Reading only sucked when you were in high school and had to read about things you didn’t care about. Lol.
I hope you all have a fabulous Monday, and make sure to bring your sexy Asses onto my cam show. It will be a HOT ASS time!
Love you babies,
Hey babies!! I am back from Kalamazoo and what a good time I had. All the guys that came to see me, the bachelor parties!! I loved dancing that half hour lap dance for Bennie. I cannot believe the cold weather in Michigan. Its so nice to be back in Southern California with all of the sunshine. I do enjoy the difference in the weather change and all of the seasons. I love all the girls at the club! You were so sweet to me! Don’t let your boyfriends say anything different. You are very special and treated me so well!!
Lets talk about these darn fan signs. It started off with one guy asking me. Then another guy asked for one. Now I have been doing them for the past 24 hours while I was at the club, hotel room, airport and now at home. I am also doing them for my myspace and facebook babies. The response has been overwhelming to say the least. It is going to take me a few days to write the signs, take the pictures and upload it to my twitpic. Some have complained that I post the pictures on my twitpic, but this is how I have chosen to share the signs with the people who have requested them. If you don’t like seeing the pictures and it makes you upset, just quit following me on twitter. Better yet, watch for when I do this again next month and request a fan sign for yourself. If you remember, I did the TWITTER ME TUESDAY last month. This is something special I do for my fans for being so loyal to me and my career. So be patient and I will get these out ASAP!
I have had many fans ask about the bruises on my knees. The bruises on my knees are from my dancing. I get so interactive getting nasty wth my boys. I hop down on my knees on stage and even to give lap dances to fans surrounding the stage. I bang up my knees and my whole body. I usually perform seven to ten stage shows, plus private lap dances, so my body is exhausted after a weekend of dancing.
I am going to eat, run a few errands for my shoot tomorrow and come back home to relax and crash. I hope you have a SUNDAY FUNDAY!