Posted on 07-09-2009
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Happy Labor Day babies! I hope most of you were able to be off and spend the day relaxing. That’s all I have been doing, my roomie and I have just been lounging all day and yesterday too. Lol. It’s been SO nice though. I think I might lie out or maybe take a swim not sure. I know I need to take my booty to the gym. I’m just feeling like being home so I might just pop in a video and work out that way. I had a lot of fun at the Dodgers game. It was so funny; I decided that we needed a hobby. My roomie and I. So we went to both teams’ games. And totally decided that we were Dodger fans. I was on the big jumbotron screen. It was so cool.

So the point of Labor Day is to celebrate men and women working. It is sad that all businesses aren’t able to honor the day to their employees. Everything is picked and chosen in the world it is humorous to me. I have a question for you guys. Do you think that people in porn can be spiritual or religious? There are seriously people out there that don’t believe that if you fuck people for a living that you can have any kind of relationship with a greater power. I totally disagree. I don’t care if you are a hit man for a living, you can still have a belief in something and some sort of relationship with your “higher power”. Look at the mafia people in the world, usually very Catholic, and what do they do pray after they kill a man. So tell me is my profession different? I don’t kill for a living but I get fucked, SO WHAT! Am I not allowed to show my spiritual side?

You guys might be like where is this coming from. Well let me back up this train for a I did a scene for They wanted to do something like a day in the life of a Porn Star. Awesome, I was totally down for it. I welcomed them into my house. Showed them some of my favorite things about myself and we continued on. I did some great shooting like being caught on fire and giving a blowjob in a car. Well when the video came out it doesn’t show that stuff really. What they make it seem like is that I am some hypocritical person because of my personal beliefs and faith and my job. WTF?? Really? I wonder first and foremost who edited this video? Then I wonder why did they make it out like this? Don’t mock me. I love my job, but even more I love my spirituality and I’m not the least bit ashamed of it. I consider myself spiritual because there is a lot about religion that doesn’t make sense to me. And you know me, if it doesn’t make sense, I don’t do it. So I have a great piece I found once online about the difference between the two. I will share it with you if you’re interested in reading it. I thought it was great; I will post it below for you. But I was just was just a little annoyed when I saw it. I was a little disappointed in their portrayal of me.

All in all though it is whatever to me. My faith and beliefs are surely not molded by what Brazzers thinks of me so it really doesn’t matter. All that matters is that what I believe suits me, and it does perfectly. I loved all of your comments about the last blog. Being positive is the only way to get through life. We all think negatively and it is ok. You just have to make sure that you spend more time thinking about what you want, rather than what you don’t want. If you didn’t have negative things in your life the good positive things wouldn’t be so great. It is all good babies; ya just gotta figure it out as you go. It is really all we can do. As long as you feel good today that is all that matters. Feel good babies, go bust a nut, that always helps me! ;-)

“If we are ever to enjoy life, now is the time, not tomorrow or the next year. Today should always be our most wonderful day.”

Enjoy this moment!

Peace, love, and pleasure



Here is a great piece I found a while back about the difference between the two. I hope you enjoy it as much as I did

Spirituality says that God is within us, and that we do not need anyone else to make this particular divine connection for us.

Religion says that we are separated from God, and that we need to communicate with and worship this ascended entity in order to make the divine connection.

Spirituality says that we are free to make choices on our own, and that we must accept personal responsibility for our actions.

Religion says that we must make their choices and act their way, depending upon a given religious denomination’s belief systems.

The theme of spirituality is fellowship through the employment of unconditional love.
The theme of religion is fellowship through fear and guilt.

Spirituality does not require us to make donations.
Religion has become a big business.

Spirituality says there is no Hell, no judgment, no angry God, and that we are loved unconditionally.

Religion says there is a Hell, God gets angry and judges us. Therefore, we are not loved unconditionally.

Spirituality says we are free to choose our own path to God.

Religion commands us to do it their way, depending upon a particular religious denomination’s beliefs.

Spirituality says we go to God to lighten our burden.

Religion has taught us to fear their God, depending upon a particular religious demonination’s beliefs.

Spirituality says we should not be ashamed of our sexuality. Rather, it should be a sacred celebration of love.

Religion has taught us to feel ashamed, guilty and dirty about our sexualty.

Spirituality teaches us to honor and respect Mother Earth.

Spirituality reminds us that we are one with God and one with each other.

Religion teaches disunity and separation which is the opposite of God.

Spirituality says God is within everyone and everything.

Religion says God and His messengers reside in Heaven and that “they” are the only intermediaries for us.

Spirituality says we are born in innocence and purity.

Religion says we are born with sin.

Spirituality teaches that we are on a long spiritual adventure and journey which will ultimately end by reuniting with our Source.

Religion says we have got one life to get it all right, and there is nothing but Heaven or Hell after that.

Spirituality says we are free to express.

Religion, over time, fostered the dreaded inquisition.

Spirituality teaches unconditional love for all.

Religion, over time, fostered the Crusades in which many were killed and slaughtered in the name of God.

Spirituality teaches that we should love one another unconditionally and always honor the rights and choices of others.

Religion treated Native Americans, the Mayans and other indigenous cultures as savage primitives who “must be saved.”

Spirituality teaches peace and harmony.

Religion has caused more wars and more killing than any other reason.

Spirituality says respect all living things.

I have never once heard any religion say stop slaughtering millions of trees every year for Christ’s birthday.

Spirituality teaches us to have faith in ourselves.

Religion teaches us to have faith in them.

Spirituality says we have all the answers, that we can find them by “going within.”

Religion teaches us that it has all the answers and only its answers are the right ones.

Spirituality teaches us to search for the Universal Truths, wherefrom our hearts will tell us when we have found them.

Religion teaches we have no choice but to accept their version of the Truth.

Which one feels better to you? Spirituality or religion?

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Posted on 04-09-2009
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Hey lovies! Thank god for Freaky Friday! I’m so happy for the weekend. I’m going to another Dodger’s game. It’s going to be a blast. Good times, good people! Babies tell me something. Do you find that most of the people that you surround yourself with are pretty much like you? I have really been selective as to who I have been spending time with and talking to lately. The ones that I am close to are very much like me in many ways. We obviously have differences, but we just mesh really well. I realized that many of the people that I was surrounding myself with were really not out for my best interests. It is funny when you are surrounded by positive people, the negative ones stick out like a new set of tits…lol. I have seen some people of my past do and say some really mean things about me. I don’t know why, I don’t have any ill feelings toward the ones that I am thinking about. But obviously they have some ill feelings towards me. This is what is funny. If we’ve got beef and I know what it is, that great, whatever. At least I will understand why we mutually don’t like each other. But when there has never been beef and people just like to talk shit is this just because they are jealous? It is what everyone says about those people who can’t ever be happy for you. I don’t even need people to be happy for me. I am happy enough for myself. I just need my “friends” to be supportive not acts as weights that want to hold me down.

I’m the kind of person who really embraces change. I love and appreciate it. Without it things would never be different. Without change I would have never gotten into porn. Imagine all the awesome cock I would have been missing out on…lol.. Maybe some people don’t want things to be different. But the funny thing about that is those people are the ones that wish things would be different for them the most. But they never do anything different. There is a saying that goes “If you change nothing, than nothing changes” So simple yet so hard for people. How do you all deal with change? Is it something you embrace or something you push against? I think it is so important to get used to changing yourself. Changing yourself is all you have control over. For those people who wish that so and so would stop doing this and this. We should really change the way so and so effects us. I will never be able to stop other people from doing anything; all I can do is be in control of how I deal with them.

Like with my marketing business for my Wellness Company. I decided that I wanted to help my fans in any way that I can. And if that means partnering up with them to help them reach their goals, than that is what I will do. I have gotten such a great response from my post. I want to thank you all who have left us your info. I have had a chance to get to know so many of you so much more through this new business. It’s awesome. What’s funny are the people who are already hating on me for it.

Dear Haters~just because you’re not smart enough to understand business doesn’t mean you should hate on others who do. It is ok. You will get it one day, and I will still be here for you.

Sometimes people are just so used to living negatively that they assume everything that comes their way will screw them over. I hope you all know and trust me enough to know that I would never introduce you to anything that could screw you. Well in a bad way that is. ;-) I am here for my fans and I like to help you all any way that I can. That’s why my fans are the best! We can talk anything from sex, to sports, to business. So for any of you haters out there who want to talk shit about what I am doing. You can, it’s whatever. Me and the people who matter know what we are doing. I really wish for your sake however, that you find something for yourself to be for or about. But if you want to keep giving me your attention I will gladly take it. I’m very confident in EVERYTHING I do!

It’s all good though. Some people just like to talk about things that they don’t understand. Everyone does what is best for him or her and that is fine. It really doesn’t matter what anyone else wants to say about it. Babies, if you are surrounded by negative people or nay say’ers I totally suggest a cleaning of the shit…lol. I swear it is so important to go through the people that you are surrounded by and figure out how you feel when you are with them. If you like how you feel that’s great. If you don’t, you really need to move it on and find some people who you feel good being around. I think in life we clean out everything. Our house, car, closet, purse, bodies, pipes get cleaned out, everything. Taking inventory of the people in your life and identifying the ones that stink up the place is a good thing. Get rid of them. Doesn’t mean you don’t love them, but it does mean you don’t need them in your life on the daily.

It is nothing personal. But life is too short to be unhappy people! And to hang around unhappy people constantly. “Go where you’re celebrated not tolerated” I like to see myself with a white shield around myself. It is like my negative It is my protection. All we need is love bb’s! Start spreading some around. If you agree let me know! I’d love to hear from you. Have a great day babies. I hope your enjoying your Friday!



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Posted on 02-09-2009
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Hey my sexy babies, It is hump me Wednesday, have you watched the videos on yet today? You’ve got to check them out. I’ve been having so much fun. I just came outside to write a little. It is so beautiful out here. I love that the trees are starting to change colors and I especially love watching the pigeons on top of the telephone poles. So peaceful and cool. Oh my god, I fucked myself so hard yesterday on my Naughty America cam show with my hairbrush that my pussy is still throbbing when I think about it. It felt so good!! It makes me want more. What do you think; all of this talk about yesterday is making me think I should play with my pussy right here and right now. While I sit on my porch and blog to you! I wish I were better at tying one-handed…lol. I’m so excited that you all must be really enjoying them. We have had such a great response. Are you all enjoying all of you memberships? I hope so! I want your feed back so that I can make them as good for you as possible.

Tell me what you like, what you don’t. Tell me what you want to see more of or what you want to see less of. I truly value your opinion. I think it is so important. With out all of you, my loyal loves I wouldn’t even need a website. So keep me fresh and up with what you want from me. I love your dirty little minds, and I know you love mine! ;-) So lets put our heads together and come up with some really hot, creative, never-seen before fucking. I love how I can go anywhere in my mind. It is truly the best place on earth. Not just my mind, but I think everyone’s mind is or can be fun. Do you know what I mean? If you close your eyes and see something happening and I mean really see it happening. Like feel it, describe it, smell it, whatever you have to do. When you close your eyes and do that, you really don’t know if it is real or fake. Think about it. Everything eventually turns into a memory anyway even the best day of your life. So why not reenact that scene in your mind. I swear, try it. Close your eyes and imagine having the car of your dreams. Look at it, unlock it, sit in it, turn it on, push on the gas, and go. If your really getting into it, your mind won’t know if you are doing it for real or not.

So I always suggest playing in your mind. Sometimes that’s the only place you could ever do something you always wish you could. And you know what, the more times that you picture it over and over in your mind, the sooner it will probably happen to you in real life!! Love when that happens. Do you know what I really want to know? What do some of you visualize doing to me? I want to hear from you.

I have to do a radio show tonight at 6 pm for KJAG Radio. This should be fun. I think they are a Midwest based radio station. It should be cool. Oh, I have also been booking girls for my new movie that I’m directing. I’m doing it for Diabolic. It’s going to be a lot of fun. So far Ava Rose, Pheonix Marie, Sadie West, myself, and Alexis Texas. Which one would you guys like? Jayden James or Hilary Scott? Leave me your thoughts if you don’t mind. I love that I can direct and perform. It truly teaches me the best of both worlds. I think there are smart ways of going about this business. I understand that everyone has a price. I have a price and people outside of porn have a price. When you apply for a job and they ask you how much you need to get paid, right there you are giving yourself a price tag. This is a tough question. What is my worth? Well hopefully we all think we are worth the most and are the most valuable. But the reality is when you can have an opportunity to do something great, even if the pay isn’t to the tee what you wanted, if it gets you more work in the long run it was worth it. Like me directing for example. This is my 4th series. Most people don’t even make more than 1 or 2. When I like girls I can also get them more work. The porn world is ever changing and there is always someone new up and coming. So it is important to leverage out your time and financial strategies. Girls also need to consider if they have the fan base for the price tag they are wearing. Things that are in demand cost more than things that are not. Porn is the same way. Sometimes from a director standpoint it is better for a company to pay someone with a big name just for the fan base they have. But I really try to be different. If I like you I like you, and your fan base won’t always make or break that for me.

That’s all for now babies, and remember
“No one ever attains very eminent success by simly doing what is required of him; it is the amount and excellence of what is over and above the required that determines the greatness of ultimate distinction.”
Charles Kendall Adams, Author

Also Stop fretting about the past! Don’t look back ppl! (rememba!) The windshield will always be bigger than da rear view mirror!

Enjoy your day babies,



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Posted on 01-09-2009
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Good morning babies. I’ve missed you!! How are you all? Today is dirty D-day!! I love web cam shows for Naughty America. If I didn’t have so much fun on set with them, I don’t know if I would love the 2 ½ hour drive to San Diego. So that’s what I am doing today babies. Driving down to the dirty D to shoot some scenes. It’s going to be a bangin good time. I think I’m going to wear a nurse’s outfit, some gym clothes, and a party girl theme. How about you all? What fun things do you all have going on today?

I have been editing a bunch of new content for my website. This is such a fun part of my job. It is especially cool when I work with different editors like I have been. I like to get other peoples creative sides in my work. People have different visions and it is always so great to see the finished product after it all comes together. Do you guys know what I mean? How do you all like my new blog site? I love it! It feels SO good to have it back up and running. I missed these pages, but I missed you guys the most!! You just never know what we are going to talk about…lol. Do you like the enhancements that we made? I have a new web master! (Thank God) So things are good, it’s redesigned and I am very happy with it. Tell me what you all think about my new and improved blog site, I’d love to hear your feedback.

Well babies, I wanted to share some quotes with you from the book or movie The Secret by Rhonda Byrne. I hope they help you as much as they have helped me! Let me know what you think about them. ;-)

1. We all work with one infinite power
2. The Secret is the Law of Attraction (LOA)
3. Whatever is going on in your mind is what you are attracting
4. We are like magnets – like attract like. You become AND attract what you think
5. Every thought has a frequency. Thoughts send out a magnetic energy
6. People think about what they don’t want and attract more of the same
7. Thought = creation. If these thoughts are attached to powerful emotions (good or bad) that speeds the creation
8. You attract your dominant thoughts
9. Those who speak most of illness have illness, those who speak most of prosperity have it..etc..
10. It’s not “wishful” thinking.
11. You can’t have a universe without the mind entering into it
12. Choose your thoughts carefully .. you are a masterpiece of your life
13. It’s OK that thoughts don’t manifest into reality immediately (if we saw a picture of an elephant and it instantly appeared, that would be too soon)
14. EVERYTHING in your life you have attracted .. accept that fact .. it’s true.
15. Your thoughts cause your feelings
16. We don’t need to complicate all the “reasons” behind our emotions. It’s much simpler than that. Two categories .. good feelings, bad feelings.
17. Thoughts that bring about good feelings mean you are on the right track. Thoughts that bring about bad feelings means you are not on the right track.
18. Whatever it is you are feeling is a perfect reflection of what is in the process of becoming
19. You get exactly what you are FEELING
20. Happy feelings will attract more happy circumstances
21. You can begin feeling whatever you want (even if it’s not there).. the universe will correspond to the nature of your song
22. What you focus on with your thought and feeling is what you attract into your experience
23. What you think and what you feel and what actually manifests is ALWAYS a match – no exception
24. Shift your awareness
25. “You create your own universe as you go along” Winston Churchill
26. It’s important to feel good ( ( ( (((good))) ) ) )
27. You can change your emotion immediately .. by thinking of something joyful, or singing a song, or remembering a happy experience
28. When you get the hang of this, before you know it you will KNOW you are the creator
29. Life can and should be phenomenal .. and it will be when you consciously apply the Law of Attraction
30. Universe will re-arrange itself accordingly
31. Start by using this sentence for all of your wants: “I’m so happy and grateful now that…. ”
32. You don’t need to know HOW the universe is going to rearrange itself
33. LOA is simply figuring out for yourself what will generate the positive feelings of having it NOW
34. You might get an inspired thought or idea to help you move towards what you want faster
35. The universe likes SPEED. Don’t delay, don’t second-guess, don’t doubt..
36. When the opportunity or impulse is there .. ACT
37. You will attract everything you require – money, people, connections.. PAY ATTENTION to what’s being set in front of you
38. You can start with nothing .. and out of nothing or no way – a WAY will be provided.
39. HOW LONG??? No rules on time .. the more aligned you are with positive feelings the quicker things happen
40. Size is nothing to the universe (unlimited abundance if that’s what you wish) We make the rules on size and time
41. No rules according to the universe .. you provide the feelings of having it now and the universe will respond
42. Most people offer the majority of their thought in response to what they are observing (bills in the mail, being late, having bad luck…etc..)
43. You have to find a different approach to what is through a different vantage point
44. “All that we are is a result of what we have thought” – Buddha
45. What can you do right now to turn your life around?? Gratitude
46. Gratitude will bring more into our lives immediately
47. What we think about and THANK about is what we bring about
48. What are the things you are grateful for?? Feel the gratitude.. focus on what you have right now that you are grateful for
49. Play the picture in your mind – focus on the end result
50. VISUALIZE!!! Rehearse your future

See yourself having a fabulous day babes and you will!!

Love, Love, Love you All! Peace, Love, and Pleasure,


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